It’s a bit of a dramatic title, however, I am embarrassed to say, it is true. On the upside, since yesterday I feel like I am not only back to my normal self, I feel lighter, easier, ready for all that this crazy world brings down on us.
I reckon it was a subconscious self sabotage kinda thing, the day after I had Boneka put to sleep, I decided to do something very dangerous in my world of experimentation. Few people know I have taken on the challenge of becoming the European expert in a natural product called DMSO, this journey has been extraordinary, tho, like all things natural, caution is required with the powers of our mother earths fruits 🙂
Several years ago, I tried something called ‘Lugols Iodine’ many people were (and still do proclaim it to be the thyroid wonder medicine), anyhow…. I started with 1 drop a day for a few days and gradually managed to increase to 4, and I really didn’t feel good about it, it felt weird to my stomach, then it showed up as fatigue, so I put it in the back of the cupboard to rest. Anyhow, fast forward almost 8 years…. there I was looking at my rather enlarged Thyroid nodule, all the work I was putting in didn’t work fast enough (patience has never been my thing) with all the strives of my doggie kingdom getting me down, so the night after Bonekas demise, just before bed…. I hit it hard, I ladled on the Lugols Iodine, layer after layer, painted it onto my nodule, and then I loaded it up with 99.9% DMSO….. OOOOOPPPPPPPssssssss!!
The next morning, 30th December I had extreme vertigo, I later discovered that vertigo in Portuguese is actually a fear off heights and there is no actual word for what I am trying to explain. Creatively putting it, Mother Earth decided to set me free from gravity, then had a rave and I wasn’t invited, it was fuckin intense, then when I could move, extreme fatigue, palpitations, tremors, and in the days to follow my skin went yellow…. yup, Liver in crisis mode. So, I nailed the vertigo finally (Epley Manoeuvre) and the next day I decided, January 11, liver and gall bladder flush, Michaels out on his bike all day (which actually never happened). What a wonderful way to spend your berthday 😉 unfortunately he had a front seat of the whole undoing of me…
It was the HARDEST flush I have done in over 20 years, the very same flush has never been so hard, I was in agony, my butt hole also needed assistance, CBD oil cos I was so constantly on the loo, the bidet wasn’t always convenient… it was really hard. What came out….. lots and LOTS of liver flukes *I’ll come back to what they are and what they do later. Stones yes, but not many, and the larger ones (around 1x2cm) where black, which means they had been there sometime. I reckon I seen at least 4 varieties of parasites, all of which needing a bit more than horse paste to rid.
So the next day to prepare for my mission for complete health I was able to start getting some of my chores done that I had been too incapable of even thinking about…. first on the list was to empty my kitchen compost, so.. while carrying my tub to the bin, a wasp became caught between my hand and the handle…. I am allergic, so normally I have a kit, not such an easy kit to use when feeling so sick, so I was unable to remedy it and a few days later I realised the sting was still in there, hand swollen so much I couldn’t move it, I couldn’t take antihistamines as my liver was already in crisis, so I found some fresh nettles on the neighbours land and rubbed my hand in it until I couldn’t stand it anymore, it was FUCKING MENTAL the pain…. swelling went down about 50% within an hour and so I went and did it again, this time holding my breath, and it seems that stops the sting or I was so numb it didn’t count!! Anyhow, that all sorted, now I want to start a proper recovery…. LIVER, BLOOD, NERVES, BALANCE, my soul was starting to depart, ugly thoughts, and not able to even laugh… my mind was made up, I need to do a parasite cleanse, a thorough, complete commitment cleanse.
3 days ago I completed the cleanse, it was hard, and so rewarding all at the same time, every day I seen my old self bouncing back, I even managed to beat my personal best a few times at my cycling class, so now, I have lost over 4.5kg, I am healthier than I have been in a long time, tho some herxing did happen (side effect of detox, die off, etc) that left me with some congestion that is moving between nose and lungs, but Im all over that one. I just feel like I went through a complete rebirth. Takeaways from this;
If something doesn’t work for me once, never try it again, PERIOD! Lugols Iodine is not my friend which on ‘too late’ kinda research I have determined why. So, big fat no no!!
When your rough as fuck and you believe no-one understands what you need and what your going through, its not the case, Michael was my rock, even tho he had no idea what was going on and even intimated that I should go to hospital… like in a million years they wouldn’t have a fuckin clue how to cure that fuck up, and likely only make it worse, but he didn’t insist and he was there for me 🙂
Experimenting on yourself and having a justified opinion is gold. I couldn’t care less what people think about such things to be honest I am my best experiment, don’t take peoples advice on anything that they haven’t experienced themself and just go with your gut, also do your own due diligence… confidence in yourself and your intuition never lies.
Gall Bladder flushes are highly underrated and as a consequence I will be doing one at every change of season from now on and I will be taking my anti parasitical herbs weekly for as long as I live.
DMSO (Dimethyl Sulfoxide) is a very effective carrying agent, it drove that Iodine to my core, so used properly, it has the potential to access anything and everything. I knew this already as it actually cured a knee issue which was being lined up as x2 surgical procedures in early winter. Now I use it every evening on my thyroid nodule 70% DMSO and 30% castor oil with great results and no ill effects..
Dogs are amazing, Tuga rarely gives me a cuddle, but she knew I was poorly and she behaved beautifully and never left my side, as did Stanley tho he also took the piss a couple times with his set boundaries 😉
Knowing I am worth it, I am the best version of me, I am grateful to have the knowledge and capacity to heal, I am whole!
If anyone would like to know more details of what and how I did all of the above, drop me a line. 😉
